I rather live alone 
than have my eternal life in jeperdy.
I cant live without pain. But that is not the same as suffering. If I could live easely I rather be in heaven. But now I bee around and give birth to you and of all these words I bring to you is bringing to you not easely. These words have come to you with spirit. It is not words from a man. It is from above. It has the power for you to jump out from the church without mirakles. All of it I have cried and laber in pain becous He who loved me loves you thru the truth. Thats why someone must give birth. If a church is started it is started by money and has a cup of members and give the glory not to Jesus but to the pastor.  A church must come out from the birth in PAIN not in need or money but from the Holy Sprit. Do you really think God need money...Do you?? Church apply the soul on a person but the word of God spoken from and with faith build your spirit up. Don't forget to speak in tungs. I like the word "flock" or "pack" when we come together. Not "congregation" or "church".