They bailed me out

I met a person outside of a church. He didn't get the door to open but I knew the church personaly and I thought it was strange to the fact I was serten they did have meeting right there and then and was praising Gud. So I oproced him and in the same time felt the door to se why it was closed. But to my confusion it went up like never before. Now I was really intressed and ask him, - why cant you open the door. He smiled gentle at me and said, -I have been here before when the church was new. And I was like,- how could that be when the church is over 90 years old…and went on and said you cant be over 35. Then I saw him looking right in to my eyes and I felt forward right in to his arms. He recived me in his hugging arms and held me there softly and caring as I continued standing on my feet. Otherwise I had fallen to the ground. I wish i could stand so intimacy closed to him for like an eternaty becouse I had under my hole life searched for that kind of love he expressed though my dad loved me uncondissionaly but was killed when I was 6. But never like what was happening here. I felt the warm feeling from heaven and couldn't care less about other people as they walked and talked oround us. Finally i said ,-Do you want to get inside now? You se, he said and continued explain and said I am not welcomed here on the inside anymore. I felt completely dumfolded and didn't understand a thing. In the same time a older couple came and was about to enter the church. The said God Evening to me. I replaid whith the same and looken at the person next to me but they did not say anything and didn't even look at him. Now I got nervios in to my bonus but he accurred my thinking and said, -I am the man they preached obout when the church was new and everybody loved me. Since the eldered couple aperently was seeing just me I started to cramble and shake and turn to him and ask. -Are you an Angel? Yes I am. The Angel of the lord and he who is talking to you is me Jesus Krist. I am not welcome to the churches anymore. The bailed me out. But that is inscane i said. He once again looken deep in to my eyes and told me and said, - I have you Thomas as I love so much as you have given your heart comletely and dont care of the consekvenses of that cind of comittment as you fallow my word as I layout in your heart. I started to cry outloud and anderstood that all time that I lived my christian life outside the church was in fact the real stuff and real meetings with heaven like now as I stood outside the wall of the church. I love you Thomas becouse you are different. You are like me he said to make his point. Like the scripter say , as I am so are allso you in this word. In the same he went slowly away as he whith his warm hand wiped my tears from my chin. Just then from inside te church came a meeting host opening the door and said welcome. I replaid , I dont think so and hurried away from the area. I felt once again Jesus and the wonderful smile of him and with strong curring i continued my walking away from the church. When I came home I told everyone that even Jesus dont go to the congregation. What in heavens do they talk about then ask my lovely wife whith a recognitioned smile on her face. It's about time that you enter the sceen she said before we went to bed. That very same night I had a dream but thats an another story….
By Thomas Ingelbratt