A Writing in the Sand

This Is Me Saving Lives

Am I now trying to win the approval of human beeings, or God? Or am I trying to please people? If I were still trying to please people, I would not be a servant of Christ.

Why do I write these words? Not to please anyone, but to save lives. True words pierce the heart and rescuea a soul from dark.

When I was a boy

What do you want to be when you grow up?"When I was asked that question as a boy, I answered that I wanted to be a priest. I wanted to know heavenly things, and I believed that priests held the truth. No one read fairy tales to me when I was little. I have no higher education, nor have I ever been interested in pseudoscience or what is served through the mainstream. I simply wanted to know what was right and true—not what is reached by excluding other things, and not what comes from a human reason intoxicated by a false sense of righteousness. I wanted real things: the real, genuine, and revealed truth. Even then, I understood that our eyes cannot always be trusted, so there had to be something else—something that guarantees the security of truly knowing what you know.Sunday school was something I truly appreciated, even though I had to go there in knitted, itchy clothes that felt like wool. Since no fairy tales or stories were ever told at home, Sunday school was deeply appealing to me—if it was true. Not that I questioned it; on the contrary, I was still a child, simple and accepting.When Jesus' brothers told Him to go to Jerusalem for the feast to show Himself and gain fame, Jesus responded to their motives by saying He did not intend to go. It can be perceived as if He rejected the very possibility of going there physically at that moment. But if you stick strictly to the surface, you miss the hidden motives, and it might look like an untruth. Yet, Jesus went there anyway, but in secret. If He had said yes just to please them, it would not have been true to who He was. To face such questions, you must be deeply rooted in the Truth itself, not just in what you want to project as true.In a sense, I am still that boy, because I am not closed to what is objectively true. As Jesus is, so am I here on earth—but with the understanding of an adult. I have received the Spirit of sonship, so I fear no evil, because against evil, I stand as an innocent child. Yet, I have put away childish things. Either you are a child of the Spirit of God, or you are a child under bondage—a slave under a dictator.The truth deceives no child.

Days to come and today

 The collection of money in churches can go to help the poor, but I often hear people claim that the money should be used for "God's future work.".

The good news, really?

 For me, it is easy to know exactly where the sharp edge of the gospel is—the very core that should translate into a joyful message in practice, but rarely does in the churches. This is why we don't see straight and clear preaching about what life is truly all about. The idea of constantly running after a church meeting that has a best-before date of just six days is complete "bs." Can no one explain what it's all about in a simple way so that a person's life actually gets transformed? 

Well, I can. I am an apostle, and I know that Jesus took away sin by crucifying the law that judges. Through His death, He transformed me so that—as Jesus is, so am I—sinless, perfect, righteous, and one spirit with the Spirit of God. I am in Him. Those who preach and offer a sin-conscious teaching only feed the carnal mind; they completely lack the apostolic teaching.

Let me say it one more time: what is the actual good in the Good News? Well, when you declare that Jesus is your Lord and you get saved (a work He takes care of by giving you a new birth), you receive a gift of grace so immense. Or, as the Bible puts it: Should we go on sinning so that grace may increase? By no means! How can we?

When you are fed the right spiritual food and the right preaching, you are told the truth: born of the Spirit of God, you cannot sin. It is not about a list of things you did before that you are suddenly "not allowed" to do anymore. It is about the absolute impossibility of ever returning to that old nature and its desire to sin. 

So if you think sin is merely about doing certain things, then try drinking alcohol or swearing. Do those actions make you a sinner? If they do, then you were already a sinner before you did them. No, that is not it. 

Why is it then written that an adulterer cannot enter heaven? Do you want to know the answer? Here it is: If you have the Spirit of God and you commit an act of adultery, you do not suddenly become "an adulterer." The outward action itself does not define your new nature. But listen closely to this: If you reject these words of mine, my friend, even if you never commit adultery in your entire life, you are still not only an adulterer, but also a murderer and everything else that the law condemned the old man to be.

Can you stain your white sheet with new sins and ruin your standing? The answer is NO. Bet big on being saved! Get a good conscience and stop risking your eternity by sitting in bad churches with preachers who only want to make you religious. Once saved, you could theoretically live just as you always did—BUT, grace will change your will. Gradually, you will no longer desire those worldly things, even if they are technically "allowed."

This happens because Jesus is the Truth, and through my preaching, you get to experience the actual Life He gives you. It becomes completely obvious. Yet, within the religious ranks, people are allowed to pretend. They hold on to things as true that are completely empty, pumping up their own egos. As an apostle, it is easy for me to see how this or that person has completely drowned their life in bland gruel, filling their minds with such carnality that it practically pours from their ears. Don't be like that! 

You see, Jesus did die on a cross, but His true death happened when the Father turned His face away from Him—breaking the connection between God the Son and God the Father. In that moment, He died a spiritual, eternal death for us, and He rose again so that we could become exactly who we are now: transformed by this message. He is the head of the "new man," and He waits for you until the very moment you take your last breath.

Go with the flow

The institutional church today does not possess the characteristics that speak for the presence of the Holy Spirit. They have no proper root system, and that equals a total absence of miracles. The house of the church is far too fragile to handle the weight if the whole town were to come and visit them. You cannot rush things with God; this cannot be done in the natural realm. The purpose of the flow is to maintain the true foundation so that it naturally produces fruit.A church without miracles and other supernatural ingredients has no Spirit. It appeals only to a person's soul with emotional songs and entertainment, rather than to the spirit through the true foundation and the root system that carries the flow. Jesus is the boss, and He has already decided how the floor is laid with the right knowledge and wisdom.If I take just a spoon of this heavenly flow to receive what it is, and pour it out onto you—if I do that, what do you think is about to happen? It will be more than you could ever need in your entire system.If you do not have the calling, you can do everything in your power to create dust, but it will just start all over and over again with no real fruit or lasting change in people's lives. A true ministry does not start fellowships through human organization; it gives birth to them and to individuals. A simple man gives all credit and glory to Jesus in everything he does.

Swim in the Flow

Without the Spirit, you get nothing. You see one church here and another church there, but through the work of the true foundation, you receive the flow—the flow that pours from one cup to the ones beneath. I would rather swim in this flow than possess all the churches in the world.

your context cannot save you. If you are Catholic, Christian, Jewish or religious, you are not a child of God. Only children populate heaven, -God's children, those who have received Jesus through His Spirit. End of discussion

• Freedom: If my wife does not want to marry me today, I quit as a husband. And if I, as a husband, do not want to marry my wife today, she quits as a wife. That is true freedom, because freedom exists between us in the now.
• Eternity: That is the spirit world. When you receive Jesus as the objective Truth and your heart is transformed, your spirit is born again. From that moment on, you are an eternally living person. You no longer possess a dead spirit that only experiences this short earthly existence; instead, you live the eternal life here and now, in a direct relationship with God.
• Spirit: Not soul, not body, but spirit. Within your spirit lives the hunger for Truth. That hunger is the very breath from the Father who created mankind. The moment you open your door to Him, your spirit possesses it all.